Smile Always!

What motivates you?

Sometimes i really hate myself for not good at something. After attending school for about 2 months, i wondered have i really made a wrong choice of coming into this course, of coming to poly this year. When people asked me, "are you regret making this choice?" i will say no but my heart will say yes. im not tryign to pretend that im happy with it but just that even if i say im regret about it, can i bring back the time?
Why do God still let me go when He knows that i will not happy with what im now? how i wish i can get the answer from Him right away. Theres still a long way for me to go through.. and this is just the beginning. Am i going to become stronger? or am i going to break down halfway?
i really feel like crying out to God.

Where are you? God!
im done.

posted by Keng Ling @ 8:46 PM